It's up to you.
I doubt. On everything. Sometimes I wish it wasn't this hard to make a choice, a decision, other times it just seems so easy. Life is about chances and choices, you are offered chances and it's your choice to take them or refuse them. Your life will be what you decide it to be. If in your mind you have that strong feeling about getting or doing something in your life, the whole universe will work with you to make it real. But you really need to want it, till the point that you take for granted that is real. Of course it is. 'Cause you want it to be. And when you want something, REALLY want it, you work for it. Even though it's hard. Even though people tell you not to do it. Of course the easiest thing to do is to sit on the sofa and see the world advance. But that is not what you want, what will make you happy. Everyone has a reason to wake up every morning and say: I'm going to face the world one again today. That reason can even be looking for the reason. That